Tranverberation
Transverberation of St. Theresa of Avila
I was unaware that saint John of the Cross had experienced this, though I knew St. Padre Pio had experienced this piercing of the soul.
Being Friday, it is salutary to dwell for a moment on the suffering of the cross. Always, the answer to desiring greater fervor towards God, is some understanding of the suffering Jesus endured for souls.
The spirit is united intimately with the body, and the body cannot endure without the spirit. So, for all Christians, and indeed, for all lovers of God, there is a great mystery at hand, in which the spirit and the soul live together and are involved in the presence of God while we are present in the world. The one operates on the other, so that being deprived in body of the physical things needed for life, causes an equal yearning and physical pain in the body and mind.
One reason for ecstasy is that what God wishes to accomplish is important enough for Him to accelerate our growth spiritually and to prepare us physically for what the spirit will impose on the physical.
To be clear, it must be said that if the spirit suffers, it is also reflected in the body, and suffering in the body also affects the spirit. What we can experience in the flesh is moderated by the flesh, so that if we were suddenly lifted out of our spirit, the body could experience what would be prevented otherwise. In purgatory, souls are purified in an intense action that heals and perfects what would otherwise prevent the soul from achieving its union with the Lord, entry into heaven.
The spirit can be inflamed by the Lord's love so that if He wishes to intensify our experience of His love, He can do so, and the physical heart can be so affected that it truly feels as if it were about to explode, from the intensification of love.
Padre Pio experienced the transverberation of his heart, and later, the piercing of his hands and feet as if he had actually been crucified, and they remained present to him physically for fifty years, after which time the wounds were no longer visibly present though they persisted as pain in his body.
Padre Pio also said, when asked, that the pain of the wounds could intensify or diminish according to what he was doing in the carrying out of his duties as a monk and member of a community. That he walked where he needed to, and wrote when required to do so, testifies to the power of God's love which made it possible to operate in the fulfillment of his duties.
Although individuals can experience the passion of Jesus in their bodies, that can wane or wax, so that the liturgical year was reflected in the body and spirit of those who endured and experienced the passion of Jesus, so that on Fridays, many sufferd far more fully in the passion of Jesus, and on Good Friday.
The pain can be present and manifest with every breath you take, if you participate in Christ's passion in physical way. Sometimes the suffering is manifest as anxiety and dread such as condemned people endure, and it can be even more intense than if it were a physical manifestation.
One can suffer greatly from a denial of the fulfillment of a prayer to participate in the wounds of Jesus in His passion, but since He is present in all time and space, He may immerse us at any time in His suffering in a way that will satisfy His Will for the individual, with or without granting their prayer regarding entering into participation of the passion.
It must be said, that without that wilingness of spirit which is a most pure love, it is not possible to enter into His passion or to deal with its realities in living a daily life amongst other persons, and it is certain, that if we do suffer, that it will be efficacious for souls suffering to mitigate their sins toward their salvation. As you can imagine, with something that important, the Lord is no lazy or indifferent and very much anticipates the growth of the soul participating and longs for the salvation of the soul involved. For this reason, He will insist on a soul being faithful and loving more, even if it becomes more difficult, given what the Lord is doing.
No one may know, or have any inkling that a person is being blessed with participation in His passion-life, until He reveals it for His purposes to the sufferer.
Given the great strength and resilience built into participation in the passion of Christ, we should nevertheless treat everyone as if they already had risen to such a height as to be privileged to live the same passion as Christ. Therefore, treat everyone as very fragile and protect one another with your prayers, because you do not see how He is manifesting Himself to the world in the person of that one whom the Lord loves, and there is no one He does not love.
All are eligible to love Him even to the depths of pain in His sufferings, just as a chalice is made eligible to hold the consecrated Blood of Christ in the Mass.
People are paying dearly for their love of God. The suffering in the world is obvious to the inhabitants of the world, though it takes a different mindset to realize how the Lord is obviously present in the midst of all the suffering in the world, and is operating for the souls in the world who suffer so that it will be credited to them when they are at last united to Him.
Continue praying; pray for peace, the purification of people and organizations involved in manipulating people to cause them suffering for political reasons. Pray for an end of all wars, an end of intimadation and threats designed to force leaders to take course of action certain individuals desire.
Also obvious in the world, are various natural catastrophes that have not been a normal part of earthly experience, for the Lord is trying to get a visceral reaction to Himself present in the world. Those who will involve themselves in prayer for protection of their brothers and sisters will be blessed because they are doinf the Will of God.
What ultimately may happen is impossible to know, but evil is stirring up and inflaming emotions to distance us from God. Such is being monitored by the Lord. A turning, sooner rather than later, can greatly affect what we will have to endure. Those who insist on excluding Jesus from the world will have a great deal to suffer, because He will not trouble the children of the Lord to endure what He has not heretofore asked of others. There must come an ultimate moment when enough is enough and He will reveal Himself to the world. Then, knowing the truth and the reality of where we stand, we will be made to take a stand one way or the other, though I think when people see the Lord's love, they will mostly desire to be with Him and to love as He loves, and this will be the moment He waited all this time to bring.
If my nights are long and sleepless, and I long to be in the comfort of His presence and must be content with something else, I will live inflamed by His love and find my contentment knowing He loves us, and nothing I suffer will be useless or without efficacy in His divine plan. Let this be my testimony to Jesus whom I love and serve. I tell you what is true and wish you would allow yourself to be easilly moved by His love to love Him and one another so that you might experience His presence and His love in your being. The greater the suffering you endure, the greater the grace for yourself and souls suffering, so that you cannot help but be drawn closer and closer to Him in your reality, and nothing can blind you from experiencing Him, because that experience is His Will for us all. Greatness is our love of Jesus.