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The cross that spoke to St. Francis. |
How can we make a pure offering of ourselves for the salvation of souls? Not without God, and not without love. Unselfishness is the means by which we become an acceptable offering to God.
Suffering for someone else can be accomplished selfishly, or in a self centered way, and for spiritual people, who often are extremely sensitive, it is no small matter to be unselfish, to surpass self-centeredness. The suffering itself can purify us so that our offering is more purely of love, without the overtones of selfishness. The pinnacle of love is the abandonment of the soul to God, and as we become more like Him, we lose interest in ourselves, and our brothers and sisters become the center of our concern, because He wishes us to serve one another.
It is rather like falling asleep. Since sleep is the opposite of wakefulness, when it is hard to approach sleep, we wrestle with wakefulness and the edge of sleep. All too often, abandonment to God in a conscious act can sometimes allow us to surrender to sleep and to our God, in trust and in love. The desire to do something cannot extend into unconsciousness, because the very impulse to do something is activity, and sleep requires inactivity.
For some, prayer is verbal, and others pray without verbalizing, and still others pray by extending the will toward God for unification and service. For those who pray by willing, verbalization is undesireable, and occupying the will in loving focuses the being in God and He may then take the initiative to love in us and through us. For those who no longer enjoy consolations, it is obvious whether we are unselfish or not. Trusting God then is important, and surrender is paramount, even if in the process, it is necessary to endure absence of tangible, affective love. The strong current of His love can flow through us sensibly or not, but the more we love God instead of ourselves, the more we find ourselves united to Him, and sensible love pales in comparison to His love.
Sometimes, He touches us in an insensible way that affords certainty of His love and that He is pleased with us. Rather than asking for a favor, allow Him to bestow a gift when He wishes. Then, if you suffer, you can be certain of pleasing Him, and that He will make us unselfish so any offering however inconsequential, can be mighty in the power of the Lord. If we love God, and He asks us the favor of enduring His pain and suffering, it will not be difficult to acquiesce. If you have asked to share in His passion, you can suffer anything for love, because sacrifice expresses love for the beloved without any reference to self. He will ask sacrifice of us because it is necessary to make sacrifice and surrender in order to learn how to be unselfish so as to be pleasing to the Himself. Isaac was asked to allow his father to sacrifice himself to God by allowing his father to kill him like a sacrificial lamb. Isaac and his father were spared the ordeal of death, and the Lord provided an animal so that a more conventional sacrifice might be made.
The passion of the Lord consisted of more than nails in the hands and feet. Most of all, it consisted of sacrifice of self which He could make as perfectly as was possible so that He might offer His suffering and death to His Father for our redemption, and the forgivenes of sins.
In the absence of visible wounds, there is the awareness of His sacrificial love, forever calling us back to him in longing, to participate in the love He had for His Father in entering the pact, like Isaac, to offer all His love and His own self to the Father in exchange for our spiritual freedom in union.
Thus, imitation becomes the epitome of love, with or without any outward sign. But if the prayer is granted, and we are put on display for the world to see, some will be full of hate and spite and will hurt us because they cannot abide what we are, another Christ.
Wearing a crucifix or a habit should express our longing to be like Jesus in obedience to His Will, and service to the children of God, and our longing for God should drive us to desire at least to constantly being more like Him in sacrifice and penance, always available to offer something to God for their sake, for their salvation and to requite His love of us.
For many, it is impossible to approach that level of conscious willing. The sensitivity of some affords no end of sacrificial love without bidding, but the one who realizes the level of love God evokes from us at the same time overflows with joy regardless, because of the proximity of achieving and receiving what He wishes to give.
To desire a participation in His passion-life is already to be fastened to His Heart as the means, through union, of identifying completely with His sacrifice. Thus, everything reminds of Him, and a person forgets himself to fall alsleep in perfect wakefullness, and the person and the Lord communicate with each other. This is the height of prayer, of participation in His passion-life and finding satisfaction of our existence that persists forever. The person who begins a life of prayer seeking consolation, prodigies and a pleasant life has already embarked on a program of self-emptying that will prove the quality of his mettle.
All is well with that soul that realizes he is pleasing to God, and can become more so with an application of love. If he has desired that martyrdom of the stigmata, and is content that it was not given, love remains and is all the satisfaction needed. For the people of God and the people of the world, God has a client, a second self, who can preach, teach and do sacrifices and make surrender to God for their sake to obtain what is needed, even if all that is necessary is to persude the children of God in His Church, that a particular suffering is necessary and must be endured. For Jesus, it was necessary to suffer as He did and He did suffer according to the measure of the Father's infinite love. Thus, those are blessed, who participate willingly for love, in the passion of Christ, as a sacrifice for other people to know and love God as He is known by them. Immersion in the participation in His passion-life is seen by the participant as an opportunity to see and realize the depts of His love and sacrifice which was sufficient for our redemtion and salvation. We receive the assistance we need by providing spiritually for our brothers and sisters by prayer, penance and sacrifice in surrender to the Lord and His cross to afford the sure means of salvation for others, who are our realization of who Christ is and what He did. All motivation necessary is inherent in the sacaricing and the surrendering that we can do, because we love Jesus. Thus, if He asks us nothing, we are rich in His mercy and love and have that much to give to others whom we should love as we love Christ.
Our earthly self is subject to disappointments and misery, spiritually or in a physical or mental way,But the peace of God which is such an infallible way of judging things, can bring us a convincing certainty that the way of the cross is the way of Christ and the only way we, or the Church or the human race can get along in life.
We may think our cross is heavy because we are tired and we need a rest, but what cross do we carry, in reality, if God was in giving it to us? We may think that it is painful to hang from the nails in our hands and feet, and the lance in our side should have long ago been removed by the One who put it there. But if it is the Lord who put the nails and the lance where they are, can we really complain if we embarked deliberatley on a journey that was explicit;y meant to reveal the passion of the Lord to us? We may complain we are dying of thirst spiritually, but was aridity absent on His cross? He tasted the wine while He hung from the cross, and then, forgiving the world verbally, gave up His lofe and handed His spirit to the Father. Can we say we
Have we even tasted the wine ourselves? So you see, turning the point of view around to the other opens the heart to love and compassion strong enought to enable us to ask to participate in the passion of the Lord. It enables us to endure anything He might ask simply to obtain the love and grace other people need, and in the process, fulfill our time on the cross with Him to save someone else, even someone who may not deserve what they will receive, and even if they are unware they received anything at all.
We do what love demnds without thought of reward or merit, but merely for love. Measure all things by love, and you will see the cross in a whole new light.