Events

 

Do not be afraid of spirtual events, prodigies and manifestations, for they accompany the Lord. He will prevent you from becoming proud and distancing you from His Heart, because He so longs for it to be closer to Him.

He will give you what you do not think you can bear, and the aridity of the silent solitude that surrounds God will engulf you, and in His presence He will make you able to endure anything.

All His soldiers must be ready to enter into that Presense. They must not fear the cross or being fastened to it, because He has engulfed you in His light and His love, so that all the pitiful beings that do not love Him might be obvious and you may see Him in the difference between their darkness and His light. He burns away all that is less than Him, and all that is less than you. Oh yes, do not be afraid or ashamed that your sins accuse you, for if it were not shown, His love would appear diminished, and how brightly His light shines in one who is unafraid.

Men long for what they do not understand, for visions and swooning ecstasies, the very visions of God, but it is not the one who faints in His love or hovers unbid in the insubstantial air who is holy or who is worthy. He makes you worthy in a moment He makes, and in that moment you are worthy by His love. It is no wonder that some truly do have visions and ecstaties, because He has made the capable of enduring His lot so that the very substance of being can hover in the air and the heart melt in the fire of His Heart's love.

Pining for sorrow, the sinner beholds his offenses, but God embraces and loves unbidden so that the being before hIm becomes one by His grace, engulfed in light and love and peace. Time diminishes even what is true and real, but nothing is lost in God who whole-heartedly embraces all who love Him, even the least.

Who is afraid of what vanishes in His forgiveness? But you must love in spite of the grief you have seen. The wight of the inspportable guilt is expunged and what was hidden beneath is illuminated by love and you are left in His glory and forgets the sins.

Yes, Jesus was given us so we may be fastened too and we might experience the freedom of the soul lifted up from its sins, to encounter the love of God which could be Man and be crucified and abandoned to death, for by so doing, we will live as we have thus far never known how to live, fully free and filled with the ineffable bliss of happiness that in His deepmost Heart exists to entice the weak and wary to love Him, daring to love as they have never loved. Such love is enkindled by the Lord to attract lovers to His Heart. You must struggle in life, but the struggles are so small compared to the deeds accomplished on the Cross.

We die and who remembers us or pines in sorrow in our passing? Jesus remembers us, who  have offended Him so that none should be forgotten, but having wept for our sins and denied ourselves, we may be ready to receive what we have been made ready to receive. He is not powerless to restore us to life, but He is able to cleanse us and to make us worthy to be near Him, even to embrace Him, not afraid of any pain of wounds of crucifixion, and those who  love Him are overwhelmed by the power of His love, being remembered and sought and embraced.

Triumphs

 I live in a small universe where small triumphs are occasions for joy. One gathers them together like a bee gathers nectar. Undoubtedly they would be of greater scope for others, but I am happy.

Having prayed and hoped that certain things might change, it is gratifying when all the pain has indeed yeilded a reward

The Lord, jesus, endured the harshness of the cross so we might feast with Him one day and everyone will be smiling who is seated at the table.

We are assured that the reward will be outstanding; indeed Scripture says "eye has not seen nor has ear heard what the Lord has in store for His beloved."

we must keep that promise uppermost in our minds and hearts because the enemy has no pity and will allow us nothing the Lord could demand, but He will be obeyed, even by evil.

When the day has dwidled into night and the darkness hovers in the mist, it can be hard and the cold can be merciless, and sleep will not settle long uponour face. But in the dawn, new light appears and the world is seen for what it is. 

For those in despair and pain, in loneliness and shame, our failures will certainly be shown us in vivid details by the fiend, but we will see the light of Him who triumphs.

The world may be inflamed and the suffering servants of the Lord will get up slowly to praise the Lord, and He will gather with us in joy and we will forget and live with Him in triumph.

Emulation

Father Anthony

 I feel a thousand  impullses tugging me along to go one way or another. I am inspired by the holiness of others, and incited to that same holinesss. But the Lord would have me remain still and silent, so that He may do the immense things He does to bring peace and quiet to a tumultuous world.

It is alright to be caught up in the tide of life, to feel motivated in a thousand directions, and it is alright to be tugged one way or another, just so long as your heart beats strong and solely for the Living God in whose life we share.

There are so many little ones whose light is snuffed early before it is really lit. Let us pray that He will give back to them their lives and heal them where they need. 

If you are aware of the suffering and sorrow so many endure, offer your participation in Jesus and His life as a result of the misery. All that is necessary is to remain silent and still before Him, and await His assumption of your moment up into His bliss and eternal love. Do that, and you will  be glad, and the gladness can be share by a mere movement of your heart to be beating near His.

By being still and quiet, St. Padre Pio was like a burning torch whose fire had power to give back life and to heal broken-heartedness. We may imitate Him in the silence and stillness, as He knows how to work miracles in the world.

You may see His love and be overwhelmed. Be glad in Him.

Bells

Let us make the bell toll with gladness and happiness.
 

The saint's lives are like great cathedral bells which sound loudly for all to hear to great distances. St. Padre Pio was born in 1887 and died in 1968, enduring the passion of Christ in physical wounds which hurt and bled for fifty years.

Many people have been affected by his life and in many places in the world, even though he never left the cloister to visit. There are many stories about how he was seen in places far distant from the monastery convent of the Capuchins where he lives. He is even said to have appeared in the air in the midst of an allied bomber formation headed to deal destruction with bombing attacks. His appearance spared people in cities nearby. So we do not know how one thing will set another into motion.

I am encouraged by the fact that good things can happen in one place and be felt in another, good things and holy things, the result of faith and love.

In part, I was spared death in Vietnam so I may serve God in my own humble way. it has been an opportunity to witness many things that stir faith in many people. It is sobering to realize that we are not alone, but interconnected by our faith and because of our love. His purpose is to increase our faith by proving that we are not doomed, by the positive outcome of many terrible events.

I havenot been blessed with the stigmata like Padre Pio, and I am glad to indicate the goodness of His servants, some who have been declared saints and some not yet. But because of the arthritis and several other things over the years, i have been afforded a participation in His suffering redemption. No one should feel defeated or demeaned by suffering when one would prefer to be healed and suffering ended. But we have the choice to acquiesce to suffering, or to obtain the healing possible in the Lord. Service to the Lord is by our willing act, unless He explicitly makes note that He would like to offer us the chance of suffering to please His Heart.

The grace of the life of Padre Pio was great enough to span distances and time itself. That grace was loud enough to be heard anywhere the Lord can reach and be heard, just like a great cathedral bell. Some pull the great ropes that move the bell to make it toll, and some simply respond with love toward God when they hear the bell. Both are in plain sight of the Lord who is aware of all that happens, and whatever great deeds we have done will be known to all holy people with the Lord.

New Vows

 

In humility and need of you, my Lord Jesus and my Mother, Mary,I pledge myself
all my days, to You and no other until my days are done and I come
to You.

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Solitude

 

Rise or set, there is no correct answer,
fortunately.

The deeper the solitude, the deeper the solitude I want.

God is infinite, and it should surprise no one that in His immense  infinity, He does not fit  into anything we can conceive.

It is in genuine solitude that you appreciate His greatness and His immense love. Solitude is a spiritual thing, not a physical measurement, like miles or kilometers. While one can retreat farther into a cave, it is not until you have gone all the way to the back that you realize how close everything is in being a living being. Clearly, existence does not define solitude. It is purely spiritual, which is to say, divine.

Once you have realized that solitude is existential and not mathematical, you realize how difficult it is to be truly spiritual in the midst over seven billion other human beings. And every one of the seven billion that exist all crave the love and acceptance of God who does not retreat away from us; it is we who are retreating away from Him, in terror of the materialism that defines all other aspects of life.

It is not possessing things that fulfills the human longing for unity with God who fills every place and everything and lives and moves and has His being in every moment of our existence.

If one craves real solitude, first of all, it is a divine invitation to us to embrace. There is no more certain means of finding solitude than embracing every thing that pains us and fills us with longings we can scarcely define. But of all the cravings, one alone is certain to transcend our limitations to effect a state in which we are close to Him in understanding, and that is in suffering.

Jesus provided Himself as the one efficacious and forgiving sacrifice which atones and satisfies all needs. The longings are silenced when death cuts us off from the longing to enable us to feel the fulfillment that is at the deepest depths of yearning. The possibility of union with Him has driven countless saintly children of God  to embrace poverty, solitude and perpetual longing. The most crass kind of solitude is called loneliness. A transcendance awaits one who chooses to love God as He is found, and not according to one's desires, because the gratification of the longing is a satisfaction of human longing and not the divine longing that waits our embrace. I have been on the cross a long time, high enough above the earth so that the blood drops fall on the dusty earth with a definite sound. From that distance, entering into the divine suffering, one sees adequately to appreciate His love for us. One day, perhaps, it will resolve itself so I may find rest in Him that satisfied.

Notice

 

Someone who thinks he is God's messenger and pet, needs to act differently than to deliberately call out the national guard and police on people who love this country and would love the opportunity to contribute to its defense and contribute to its financial well being.

People who are rejected frequently hold treasures  of wealth and prosperity. But i state the obvious. If people are aborting their babies so they are  not inconvenienced are the same ones who don't want certain people polluting their neighborhood with the breath of their life. 

The people who are stunned by grapefruit sized hail day after day need to think a little deeper to grasp the reason why. The picture ought to be a little clearer by now; pollution is a result of combustion waste. Until it is removed from the atmosphere, the atmosphere will continue in its relentless rampage tearing up neighborhoods, until the impoverished in the world are living like the wealthiest people on the planet. They will be dismayed when it all gets overturned and there is no place safe  from discomfort in the world.

At this time, we live in an era of awakening as a message of austerity finds its way into the minds and hearts of everybody. Don't ask God to be moderate with you  if you spare no thought for those already suffering lack and see only a black sky of need. 

Burn your bombs, seek  out the oppressed, the starving, those dying of thirst without relief, and the people who live isolated from other human beings. Forget your trade wars, and all other  kinds of war, and make a warm place for love to grow in your heart. If you cannot do that, then make your peace with God as best you can and prepare for the next  life.