Sweetness of Repentance

With love, we become a word of love,
more than a symbol of love.

I never got to the point of studying Theology beyond a rudimentary beginning phase, and I had not considered that a problem until I began to realize some things the Lord has done.

One thing He has done on many occasions is heal me when I was either in very great pain or was very sick and frightened. But it simplified life by spelling out exactly what sin was, what sins I had committed and my obligations to God as a result of His healing interventions.

On the other hand, there were things, and still are things, I wish could be done for me but which do not happen. St. Padre Pio is a great guide. He never tolerated lies or deceptions in the confession box, and was rightly angry when someone did not recognize the seriousness of the confessional and the seriousness of the forgiveness of sins.

I do not take the Lord or His saints lightly. I don't make assumptions that are too easy for people in general assume about God and their relationship to Him. Many a person has come very close to death and were in grave peril of being lost and condemned when the lord spewed them out as the whale that swallowed Jonah did. I tell anyone who will listen, not to take God for granted or make assumptions about eternity. 

Hardship in life has a great ability to clarify and simplify life and our relationship with God. 

Hardship in life reveals our total reliance on God, and our obligation to love Him as He deserves. The lack of appreciation of the gravity of that obligation should be always before our eyes, and readily available to be seen throughout our days and our lives.

If we have taken Him for granted, a moment will come when we are taken from our comfortable reality and placed where God is to stand before Him to be judged or to be accepted with His customary totality of love. Even if we neglected Him, He has never neglected us, and anyone who thinks He neglected us might respond to Him with an apology for assuming what we have not the right to assume.

The Church has required that we examine our lives and adjust our thinking so we may set aside whatever might try to take God's place. That is something we should find in the confessional. And if we are prevented from getting to Mass or from going to confess our sins in the sacrament of penance, we should pray that He regard us with great love less we fail to see His love and respond appropriately.

What is appropriate ? God is above all things, and there is nothing better than Him or more deserving than anything else, including us. You may be angry, hurt, sad or burdened by unspeakable things, but those very things are not greater than He, and if we realize that with a revelation of how great is His love, we will forget ourselves in Him.

St. Francis of Assisi realized these things, and it grew to be of such importance to him that he formed his Order around those principles and His Rule by which people could reorganize their lives with great benefit because it was redolent of repentance and great affection for Christ.

How great must be the flames of grace to make us turn to Jesus with the realization of how great is His love for us that we should apprehend in our hearts with all our hearts to the point of being completely engulfing the heart.

For someone with nothing, who is nothing and is fully aware that he is nothing, Jesus can scarcely escape notice, and the gravity of our obligation to love Him should reach across whatever gulf still remains to separate us from Jesus. We are given life as an opportunity to practice our life and the way we live it. The saints knew and were very aware that God is perfect and we are imperfect, as is obvious to anyone with introspection who stands very near to Him. The closer we are to Him the more deeply we feel the need of Him and His salvation, the reaching out of Him to grasp us fully and rescue us from where we do not want to be. I do not want to be outside of Him or excluded from Him or without the affection that will save me, and I will pray for sinners who so much need Him, and I will offer my sufferings for them to obtain the grace that saves.

We don't need to look very far to see the emptiness and despair and grief in the world, the violence, selfishness and greed which struggle so hard to cut us off from God and desiccating us, attempt to pry us apart from His Heart.

I can only desire to be what He wants, and try to do what I can. But my desire has in it the seeds of realization of actual grace that effects salvation and makes us happy when we realize we have been placed by Him in His Heart and in His love so we might please Him in such a way, that salvation does not depend on any faulty thing of earth.

Today, let us begin to strip away anything less than Him or unworthy of His love. Let us cherish Him as much as we know Him in this moment, and pray that He advance us to a greater apprehension of His love so as to please Him in all things.

Amen, amn you are happy if you achieve His love and stand in Him in His light.

Solace

 Lord have mercy on us, forgive us our sins and bring us home to you on our last day in your great mercy.

Lord have mercy on him, forgive him his sins and bring him home to you in your mercy.

Lord have mercy on her, forgive her her sins and bring her home to you in your mercy.

A prayer the Lord gave me to say for the salvation of souls. It can be recited for a man or woman who is dying or has died, alone and forsaken. There are untold millions who will die unknown and unaided. We can change the way such people pass from life, with peace and dignity. Especially people who have died in times of war and violence or disasters. The crescendo of violence grows with each passing day, relating the warnings given us to reform and repent, to return to the truth God has told us. A moment is coming when everything will be loosed, and earth will lay down the mighty and the weak, the helpless and defenseless, for God will be the only safety and refuge.

The effort to draw close to God by focusing our thoughts on Jesus and on His people will be rewarded greatly, contributing to peace on our last day. We have the opportunity now and should not turn away from Him during our day, but offering to appreciate His intercession.

Remember that intercession means to take someone's place and spare them the trial. He who turns his attention to Jesus in an idle moment will not be punished for it.

Sounding

I keep my vigil, waiting for the Lord to move. He is waiting to see which hearts will move , overflowing with tears of gladness. The end of days will be more than we can imagine; the end of wars will be more than we can bear, but the Lord is waiting to show us where we are headed, so we may be at peace. Those who lie and deceive want us to believe they are supreme, but the truth has been sounded so that all may hear, the Lord is God and all things bow before Him.

Do not listen to lies, nor fear shadows in the night. God has moved between us and them to defend and protect us, until end  has come and the trumpet  may be sounded calling His children home. 

lIGHT

 When I observe the world and its inhabitants acting as strangely as they do, I wonder if the three days of darkness is more like 3 years, and all the demons of hell are rruning around screaming, people are being killed and civilization is being overcome by the tidal

wave of hell wahing over us. I can't think of anything worse than what I see, and wonder what three days worse than today are possible?

St. Padre Pio had 50 years of the Stigmata to live with 24/7/365. When he did finally actually die for good, he was completley spent. there was nothing else he could give or submit to.

THe only thing I can think of that would be worse would be that He was hanging from nails in His hand and feet for three hours, followed by having alnce shoved up under His rib cage to pierce His Heart. Some Scriptures say it happened while He was yet alive, and others say it happened afterward to satisfy the Romans to be assured HE was really dead.

Christians live a life with Christ, and the best of them swere close enough to being on the cross with Him that if they had not been as totally spent as Padre Pio, would certainly have seen thier passing as the ultimate test.

In a cuclear war, a city assaulted by a nuclear explosion would vaporise anyone close enough, and those at a further distance would suffer incomprhensibly.

In my lifetime of, so far, 79 years, I have seen enough to be stunned into silence. The tsunami on Boxing Day comes to mind, followed by the tsunami in Japan that ultimately also yeilded the horror of the nuclear explosion in the Fukushima explosion.

One cannot survive for long without a sourde of hope, and no one whould be willing to endure anything without it. Neither should anyone wish a lack of hope's light on anyone else, regardless of what they have committed. Otherwise, the avsolute resolution of Christ in telling us to forgive one another would be insensible. But He insists that we forgive one another, and those who have endured the incalculable should not have to endure anything more.

That being said, how shall there be light without His light? It must be here already streaming in deluges powerful enough to illuminate the whole universe let alone our own errant little planet.

We have seen the wiles and the wickedness of the enemy, and he is surpassingly clever and intelligent. But Jesus Christ surpasses him, and he shall be forgotten, while men who were saved will enjoy Him in eternity. That is a very great and powerful hope.

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Peace

 Peace is one thing, opening up to it and sitting still in it for a time determines whther peace is beneficial or not. Too often people are so busy and full of plans that they miss the peace altogether, and if it is not embraced in the moment, just as quickly, it flits away, like a bird ypu will only see once in a life. If peace descends on you, know that the Lord has come, and surrender to His silence and peace embracing Him in them, so you may grow to embrace Him.

Glory

 I weep. Something so splendid and so subblime is being fouled by evil, destroyed and trampled into the mud. It cost the lives of millions to defend through long years of killing and destruction. Now it's very leader is being overturned in his iniquities and must answer for what he has done,

I weep too for the kindness that asserts itself through the midst of brutality and contempt when some are mourning what was taken from them.

I weep for the pain and anguish of so many souls, afflicted and reduced to dust. I see the Lord acting to show us what He means, and what He demands we do, and still so many will not respond.

Mercy, yes but obedience proves who we are, The longer we remain as we are, we do not progress. Infinite, yes, but He cares about what we think of ourselves, and we have not thought the thoughts that filled His Heart, 

If it were ncessary, He would be crucified once for every life on earth. That kind of life needs to be answered with simillitude to Himself and we must desire it, or it is like a flashlight without batteries. All that passion cannot be ignored. 

And when I might have looked for a little relief, and drop of water, an analgesic for my pain, I was asked to fast a little longer, and to wait for a drop of rain or a little tear.

Then He shows me once again the splendor and magnificence of all He's done, and I feel very small. He shows me remedies for other people's pain, and the largeness of His Heart reminds me of His love and everything is swallowed in dark night and silence, while the only comfort stands before me shining love.

At the apex of summer, splendid blossoms shine their last glory.

Conflagrations

To each moment is given enough silence and enough solitude to seek and find God.

To each person and each soul is given faith and grace which they may take and keep or squander away as he pleases.

But we must answer for what we did with our silences and solitudes, with our faith or our profligacy, our sin.

Watch your step. Do not mistake liberty for freedom, for while liberty sets a bird on its wings, its freedom ends in stillness when our time for all things is at an end.

For every moment there is the possibility of bliss, and the prudent soul seeks it sparingly, not gathering the honeysuckle of our journey debauch us too much, for our God is a jealous God, and it pleases HIm to give and to take away.

Seek Him in splendors and glories and remember what you were given, just so you may have the delight of loving Him in each moment and catching fire in the flames of the love in His Heart. For while bliss is given to the saintly who deserve it, there are many who remain barren and think it is their own fault, when in fact, the Lord loves them infinitely; they were not unworthy ... He saw them splendid as the day they were born and the first prayer issued from theiir lips is not forotten.

I have known desolation and the fierce fires of wilderness sun when the wounds of the Lord were busy imposing themselves on me. You have not known me, only God has, and only He knows my value, sin or grace. As He passes by us, men ignite us into flames of love by their mere presence, such is the furnace of their love of God as they moved in our midst stirring embers of His love lest the fire goes out.

Great love is born of great love. Love ardently.